Noch Geständnis

just can sit down in front of my laptop
can't think just to write down my paper
trying to sleep but neither i can

today i almost got an accident crashing a truck
it was very very close
i don't what was i thinking at that time
when i realized, there was a very big green truck that about just 20 m in front of me
luckily i still could braked my motor
it was really really close

i don't know what will happen if i can't brake my cycle
maybe i have died or in the hospital right now

i am still in shock
just can sitting alone in my room
hearing songs from my laptop
trying to continue my paper
but i can't think
feeling stuck
really stuck
soo stuck

my chest is 'start' again
trying to rest but my brain still thinking about a thing that i don't want to
like a video cam, it plays scenes that remind me of many things

just like a song that playing right now
the title is Only God Knows Why

Only God knows why i still like this
Only God knows why i should play this script
Only God knows why i should play a scene like this

may i confess something ?

Ich sehne dich zu viel
zu viel
ich sehne deiner warmer Umarmung
ich sehne deiner Küsse
ich kann dich erinnern an diesem Abend

Gott, können Sie hören diese auf ?
ich kann es nicht halten mehr
Bitte, ich flehe dich an